What to do and what not to do
What to do: Recognise, firmly, that you need to be both spiritual and Christian - a more spiritual experience of living is the means, and Christianity reveals the end.
Christianity is the frame; greater consciousness the method; either without the other is futile.
What not to do: Commit to any aspect of the sexual revolution.
Sex and sexuality have been the corruption and inversion of nearly all Outsiders for the past century and more - and the main reason why most recent geniuses have been evil in their effect.
(The Sexual Revolution is the stiletto and the sledge-hammer of Satan: the major means of damning the world. Sex is, after all - and after religion - the second most powerful human motivation; we cannot and should-not do without it - making sex an uniquely plausible and powerful mechanism for corrupting humanity.)
What then? Find your individual but divinely-ordained destiny - the first and most important step is to recognise that there is a destiny; that it is both personal and universal.
(You probably won't know how your destiny works, but so long as you discover what you should be doing that does not matter, at present.)